End of my Junior Year 2021-2022

I am almost finishing up my junior year. My junior year was the toughest year for me to manage. I had huge ups and downs. I decided to not date anyone in my senior year. This year was hard to make friends. I ended up in the hospital a few months back in November or September from vaping nicotine even with asthma. I became addicted to nicotine. When I was vaping nicotine, I'd knew that vaping was going to damage my lungs even worse. I thought vaping was going to help me fit in the group of friends, I wanted to hangout. Anyways it have been 5-6 months that I have been nicotine-free in my body. I quit vaping. I get PTSD when I see or hear an ambulance because I didn't have my Cochlear Implants on when I was in the ambulance and I end up passing out 2-3 times in the ambulance and passed out at home. I get nightmares and flashbacks from my traumatic event. I try to keep myself strong and healthy. I have ADHD, Major Depression, and anxiety. I thought I was going to died that day. When I came to school two or three days after the accident, people didn't care that I almost died at home. My little cousin told some of her friends and they got worried about me. But then I thought people hated me. But I realized people do care about me when I read my yearbook signatures. Today, I still get nightmares and flashback from my past. But I manage to keep myself strong and embrace my fear.

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I love my family and friends so much. I am glad that they are there for me and by my side at all times.

iTe quiero mucho abeluta Rosa!